Helllllooooooo how does this thing work? Is anybody here? Is it broken ? Is it alive? Does it remember how it used to feel after a great post published? The last time I attempted to write anything was 2014.. That was some odd 7 years ago... I have since come to learn that 7 is the year of completion. Completion from what? We shall know in due time, but for now, I feel like writing something, anything....nothing!
Times have really changes since then... Blogger since died (apparently mine is still alive) people don't read anymore (unless you write like Biko Zulu) and Vlogging has since become a thing... and let me tell you Maina, people are eating that up! Anything to get a like, a view or a share and Oh yeah, YouTube is now giving brownie points (those congratulation "buttons") for hitting a certain number of views and subscriptions. Video has become king and words... well words are just that WORDS... Begging to share the spotlight once again, begging for just a little attention and love...but don't worry, you still have my love π
Just like the blogging scene has changed over the years, so has my life! I have left advertising, did my stint at corporate, came back in to advertising and since left...I know! My head just spun thinking about it. I am currently on a sabbatical allowing myself to soak in the present as I figure out where I need to be next. I have since added another baby into the fold- a special little girl- who is worlds apart from her sister but who taught me how to fight no matter how many things are stacked up against me- I had the toughest pregnancy with her- but she is here , 4 Years of laugher, joy and vivacious energy...A girl who knows what mindfulness is THE embodiment of it.
So...I got married to Mr X (πππ) It has almost been a decade with him- this November- he tells the world just how lucky he is to have me as his wife and mother of his kids...because that man is lucky! We have had our fair share of ups and downs...both have been many....The lows have been really low and the highs have been magical highs. It has been an adventure doing life with him. Believe it or not, he has not lived up to his promise of buying me the that Jaguar (not the exotic animal), the other one... But I choose to look on the bright side ..at least he has lived up to buying me flowers every week for the past year, given me such beautiful babies, taken me on many magical trips and introduced me to myself- the bad, the good, the great and the damn right ugly- and even on days when I have found it so difficult to love the bad and the ugly, he has thrown his big strong arms around them and loved me through it...
Let us not forget the panorama...I mean pandemic! HEH! This one knocked us all of our game. The year was 2020, the month, March...Sema lockdown, sema not leaving the house without masks, sema sanitizer this, sanitizer that...we have suffered! But here's to trusting a faithful God that it will soon end. In as much as the pandemic was unexpected, it has really put my full reliance on God and introduced me to miracles. If it wasn't for Him...let me that say, I would have bottomed out for real ( but this is for another day, another article) I am just grateful that I have gotten a chance to write again...to breathe, to rest, to reset, to be...
There will be a lovely surprise guest writer on here, whose perspective on life is kick-ass...stay tuned... but for now...I am out!
Love you mucho!!
Yay! We're still here, welcome back sis!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for reading! Karibu member
DeleteGood stuff… cheers to revival!
ReplyDeleteYasssss cheers to revival
DeleteWell, this Mr. X, he sounds like a fascinating guy. Welcome back to the blogosphere love, us your 3 fans have missed you sana.
ReplyDeleteAki you my loyal three fans… I shall keep keeping you entertained
DeleteπππππππππππCongratulations on your comeback. You have it in you and all the best.
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