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Thinking Out Loud (Literally)

I am currently listening to Ed Sheeran's "Thinking Out Loud" and I am getting lost in the words...am getting lost in the space, into the unknown,into my little world full of so much love and light...

 "Thinking Out Loud"

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

So, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are
Oh, baby, we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are................................................If that is not beautiful, then I dunno what it :)

I have been married for about 6 months now. Before I got married, I dreamt of how my life would be like..of how I would be the handler of my home, of how I will be in pure bliss and how everyday would be this perfect scenario :) I was a young mum and I was crazy in love (I know you are expecting me to negate this statement! Well continue expecting...)

It has been the best six months of my life! I have experienced what I had dreamt of and much more! But (now is where we go into the flesh of things) I have had a lot of learning and growing to do. I have had to check my temper, to check the mood in the house, to worry and worry and then pray and pray some more. I pray for health of everyone in my household, I pray for sanity*because it is very easy to go insane when so many things are happening around you*,I pray for laughter without limits, I pray for overflowing love....in short I get all my answers in prayer (remember the post where I had my conflicts with God? Marriage has rectified that 20 fold!!!)

I am writing randomly because I have not written anything in over a year...I have so much to share but I don't know how to put it down anymore. I am looking for inspiration everywhere. All I know is that I was not where I am today this time last year. I have been battling panic attacks because sometime I feel inadequate. I went fully natural (see how random am getting?) and I kind of obsess about it, beacuse sometimes its the only thing I feel like I do best...you know, I can pull off some pretty neat styles..I joined Instagram...I am obsessed over how creative people are on Instagram (even though sometimes a lot of the things on there are for show). I am listening to gospel and ethereal,romantic music more and I find myself wanting to hug my family more often.

I think my stream of thought is fading but I don't want to stop yet. You know the feeling one gets when they have a release?I think this is my release...Oh men! I really suck at this writing thing now :( time to sharpen my skills.

Till next time :) Chao

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