I was celebrating my one year blog anniversary last month but lo and alas! I forgot!! How can I forget?? How can I forget all the work and sweat I have put into this baby of mine? Well same question I have been asking myself all week hoping to get an answer somewhere there :)
I know am making an attempt at softening the landing, mine's a gone case, I should be taken and thrown to the dogs for not blogging in a mighty long time *stop smiling in approval* am softening the landing :) Anyway I have a reason- I don't mean a shelved nonsensical reason, I mean a real reason..It has been a crazy month-Last month and amidst all that craziness, the blogging bug did not strike for a while well..until today. I feel more settled today after the fruits of my labor were appreciated yesterday :) All that screaming by ATWOLI made me think that I deserve to be here in this moment and now...working for a company I love :)
RECAP: Life since January has been brutal and the highlight of it all is when I sat down and QUIT from my job without a plan...I bet my former employer still thinks I was being selfish but oh well, the feeling is very mutual.
In an atempt to move on with my life, I did something I never thought I would ever do and I found myself stepping into new greater heights on the last week of serving my notice. Boy it sure does feel good to be YOUNG!
My folks were half enthusiastic because they had no clue what the nature of what I was going to do now entailed but as time goes by they get to appreciate that their little girlie has something in there that she is trying to explore. My boyfriend is the one who surprised me the most!..given the circumstances,he woulda been on a different page with me. But what do you know? he was super stocked about the whole idea!! which makes things even more inresting for me:)
I am moving on UP! Letting go has got to be the best decision I have ever made so far! and God has been amazing about this whole story! All along I had been stubborn about letting go but He had other amazing plans prepared for me...NEW MONTH is here and am toasting to new beginnings!!! and Oh God, you are awesome,just when I was on my way down a very dark, murky path, you came through for me:) I am humbled and overwhelmed :)
I know am making an attempt at softening the landing, mine's a gone case, I should be taken and thrown to the dogs for not blogging in a mighty long time *stop smiling in approval* am softening the landing :) Anyway I have a reason- I don't mean a shelved nonsensical reason, I mean a real reason..It has been a crazy month-Last month and amidst all that craziness, the blogging bug did not strike for a while well..until today. I feel more settled today after the fruits of my labor were appreciated yesterday :) All that screaming by ATWOLI made me think that I deserve to be here in this moment and now...working for a company I love :)
RECAP: Life since January has been brutal and the highlight of it all is when I sat down and QUIT from my job without a plan...I bet my former employer still thinks I was being selfish but oh well, the feeling is very mutual.
In an atempt to move on with my life, I did something I never thought I would ever do and I found myself stepping into new greater heights on the last week of serving my notice. Boy it sure does feel good to be YOUNG!
My folks were half enthusiastic because they had no clue what the nature of what I was going to do now entailed but as time goes by they get to appreciate that their little girlie has something in there that she is trying to explore. My boyfriend is the one who surprised me the most!..given the circumstances,he woulda been on a different page with me. But what do you know? he was super stocked about the whole idea!! which makes things even more inresting for me:)
I am moving on UP! Letting go has got to be the best decision I have ever made so far! and God has been amazing about this whole story! All along I had been stubborn about letting go but He had other amazing plans prepared for me...NEW MONTH is here and am toasting to new beginnings!!! and Oh God, you are awesome,just when I was on my way down a very dark, murky path, you came through for me:) I am humbled and overwhelmed :)

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