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I am simply saying NOTHING

That is the song making my Friday!! I am so sorry for not blogging for a while. I am not making an attempt at doing a proper comprehensive post today...so shoot me when you see me! i am seriously giving you permission :) Its been a crazy month especially with me quitting and all but God remains faithful ALWAYS Again: LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE BUSY PLANNING More comprehensive post later then the chronicles continue !!

I QUIT

I remember sitting at my work desk on one chilly Friday afternoon (last Friday, it is not like it was too long ago) and thinking to myself, what a waste of precious time! I am always in control of my emotions and I like it that way, so when something happens to challenge that status quo, I react and take to my heels. I have never been so vulnerable, and the message on my phone did not make things any amusing than they were! I am known for my impatience, and the fact that I had remained patient for thus long is proof that I had matured in my thoughts and in my dealings. So I was challenged, by the highest form of white and black lies...with deception covered in sweet words, with details that had the devil written all over them. I was a wounded heart and I realized I had taken this too far...not the battle I mean, my patience..I did something about it though and sat down to write what I should have written months ago- My resignation letter. I had thought this was something ...

The heart RULES!!!

I feel like writing.About topics that do not make sense. Because everything has stopped making sense anymore and reason looks like an excuse the faint hearted give themselves not to explore. I am going to go with the irrational heart and write this post with the heart and not the head. I am making peace with my environment and so far am loving it! I am becoming one with the purpose my life is supposed to fulfill in this world. I was talking to my best friend today, and she told me the most sensible thing I have ever had someone say and I quote 'human beings have been so afraid to be happy because of all the bad things that keep happening, such that when a chance to be genuinely happy presents itself they shy away from it and FEAR' I have been in the ''FEAR" zone for a while with relationships especially because most of them have gone down South. I therefore learned early enough not to involve too many people. Usually the cycle went on like a piece of broken recor...