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A step in the right direction??? The End and the beginning :)

I find myself posting mostly on Fridays...because nowadays Friday is the new day that gives birth to a lot of my dreams and aspirations..This week has seen me getting out of my comfort zones and trying different things I did not think capable of doing...thanks to the new changes of constant factors in my life...Its been one hell of a ride. Today marks the end of the Mr. Bad Ass series (its been one of those stories very close to my heart..I hope Mr. Bad Ass is reading this! It only means I will score some major point seeing as, I have almost presented him as a god among mortals hehehe)

So where was I??? Oh yes the staring into my eyes...It seemed like everything had stopped around me, and that moment was crucial. I was going to either defy everything I believe in to go out with this man, or I was going to hold my ground and remain the girl I had been raised up to be...All I saw in his eyes was eagerness, anxiety,passion, frustrations,HOPE.... that was what stood out the most and it surprised me. Now, I have to say, Mr. Bad Ass just did not get that tag line because I felt he was meant to be called that way! NO NO NO...He earned that reputation from the way he carried himself, and from the way he was able to detach himself to damsels who made the mistake of falling in love with him. This man had the ability to stare you down to nothingness but he also had the aura and an overpowering ability to make you want him hopelessly. He was a drug in essence and it sacred me!

For a moment there I felt like I owned the power, the power that Mr. Bad Ass protected with all he got. He fascinated me, this man. Like all girls I know the Bad boy attitude is fascinating :) But that was not it. Even though he carried himself with that aura, he spoke to me with a total contrast, like I was the way out for the change we was going to make in his life...like I was unlocking the key to something. This man handled me like a Queen and it shook and flattered every core of my being. I wanted to know him more, to experience the thrill he carried with him...and that look into my eyes gave me the answer..I was going to say YES...but I was going to make him work for it just a little more :)

He took the "let me think about it" answer with disappointment- a disappointment he was not willing to show but one he wanted me to read. It flattered me that I was wanted so bad that my answer illicited disappointment, and I knew at that moment that he would be the man I would want in my life (and plus he looked so HOT with the puppy-dog eye impression he was having) so I held my ground. The YES was going to be special. On the 26th of December, the day people are supposed to receive gifts, I packaged mine with a lot of love :) At midnight on the 25th, I sent a one sentence text message saying I would be his Girl...that text took me one hour to write but that one sentence captured all the emotions I was feeling at that moment EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM! The text he send the following day just confirmed what I thought of him...Mr. Bad Ass was actually Mr. Nice Guy and he was all mine!!!

Its been 60 years of loving each other emotionally, it has been one month of enjoying each other physically (oh please am not taking about sex here), he has been my mule, my coach, my inspiration,my very crazy idiot but most of all my Mr. Nice Guy. I feel like I have known him for a lifetime but he keeps surprising me everyday...I guess there is something like the universe conspiring with that which we want so badly but are not brave to show...I wonder how he would tell this story to the world :)

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  1. Tynah20 January 2012 at 03:37

    oohhh wow! how sweet! hehehehe he finally won ur heart

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  2. random chic in a not so random town22 January 2012 at 21:38

    Yes he did...he finally won my heart :)

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  3. Ciirub26 January 2012 at 23:29

    hhhmmmmm damn sounds like a gal head over heels in love... woop woop...! congrats gal..

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  4. random chic in a not so random town26 January 2012 at 23:59

    What can I say??? The universe is conspiring with me....

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