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I am grateful

It has been a while since I wrote something...I guess its because I have been having one of those doubts every attempting writer with a young blog has..is anyone out there reading? Are the statistics real?Do I have an audience am speaking to? do they connect to every story am saying or am I telling the world stories only captured through my blind eye? but every time I put my heart to it, and I pour down the inner most feelings that  have and someone quotes me through a comment or drops me a twitter message telling me they want more, am encouraged....In fact am thrilled! I feel its worth my time and my effort...

Today I am a grateful person. I did not wake up feeling grateful at all ! In fact, I woke up dragging my feet wondering what I had done to the universe that made it so angry at me and condemned me to hell. See, am a young person struggling to establish themselves in the career front. Someone once told me, building a career is not easy. It needs passion and a self drive that is exceptional..because without these two things, you end up stuck in the mud with no possible way of coming out. I already established in previous posts that I am a creative person.It is in that creativity that I come alive but I have been struggling to find my footing and I have been feeling like the life in me has is being sucked out...one waking moment at a time until recently...

I met someone. By pure chance he came into my life.I did not anticipate it but it happened. and from day one I had a feeling 2012 was going to be the year of experiencing God's grace...This person fights for me..even when I don't have enough strength to fight. Even when I don't believe in my abilities to fight he does that. I think God appeared in his sleep and told him I needed someone to fight for me. And every end of week he asks me what exciting thing am looking forward in terms of my career..and I say nothing. Then out of nothing he says, you know what, you are going to have an awesome awesome week! and I believe him. When he says that,I get something good in my little pink box of hopes in terms of my career. I thank God.

Today being a Monday and a very 20% productivity kinda Monday...I will end there and hopefully hope that my next post will be juicy and fun and up beat...

This was purely a grateful post... :*
Till laters!!!

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