This post has taken very many shapes:) I have written it like a million different ways but it just does not come out right. Its my 10th post since I started this blog and it has to have the impact I want. A lot has happened since my last post. I have grown in very tremendous ways and am discovering bits and pieces about myself I did not know existed :) Am in a celabratory mood but like I said I am one pereson who does not taking learning for granted...I will highlight some of the milestones since last post and some of the key highlights of the daily happening of my life....In an order of occurrence *will try and remember the dates how best I can *
2. Rewind 3 weeks back
This day...... I don't remember particularly well the exact date but I can see the look on my face on this day. No wonder I keep repeating that everything that happens, happens for a reason. I stumbled into some piece of info which apparently I was never meant to see but am glad I did. That's where my turning point was.I love how I have turning points :) Its just a matter if making up my mind and that's it. I never go back on it. NEVER. I was hurt at that point but I am glad I was there at that particular moment because I see clearly and am not so quick to judge anymore instead I let things play out just like that things fall into place. Things will never be the same as before :) now am 10/10 (just had to throw throw that in, love the song :*)
3. Things become less complicated (fast forward to today)
I have a knack for reading people. And this particular thngi has helped me a lot through the years. *Again its all about me* but heck that's why I have a blog right? So today, I confronted my demons yesterday and it felt darn right good!I set the record straight with someone but am not sure the point was really driven home because they insisted that I was being unfair.How can I be when all I am telling you is the NAKED, AWESOME TRUTH??? Been in a haze for a while but am realizing that am slowly becoming my own woman. I will get there the EPIPHANY has ascended and am on a journey. But don worry my monk mask is on....
4. ION
I am a happy woman. I am surrounded with all the people whom I love in this world and who have shown me support without wishing me spite on the side. I don't know if I would have pulled through if it was not for y'all. And in this spirit its only fair that they know am entirely grateful. They have seen me grow and the have accredited me when I did not feel I deserved it. Ok this is staring to sound like a bibliography but today my heart can not contain the happiness am feeling. Lotsa love to my girls (Sheila, Lui, Sheba) and my munchkin stubborn most unconventional boy Chris (tell Tina it changed to KFC :)
NOTE: On my quest to look for a white man (chuckle) I discovered siesmake, seems there was a memo going round that I did not get...FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT!!!! All these ladies I have seen dating white men have everything fake on ala, fake hair, fake lashes, fake nails, you get the drift.....everything FAKE! I cant emphasize enough yawa!!!
Gotta bounce muchachos till next time :*
- 28th July 2011
2. Rewind 3 weeks back
This day...... I don't remember particularly well the exact date but I can see the look on my face on this day. No wonder I keep repeating that everything that happens, happens for a reason. I stumbled into some piece of info which apparently I was never meant to see but am glad I did. That's where my turning point was.I love how I have turning points :) Its just a matter if making up my mind and that's it. I never go back on it. NEVER. I was hurt at that point but I am glad I was there at that particular moment because I see clearly and am not so quick to judge anymore instead I let things play out just like that things fall into place. Things will never be the same as before :) now am 10/10 (just had to throw throw that in, love the song :*)
3. Things become less complicated (fast forward to today)
I have a knack for reading people. And this particular thngi has helped me a lot through the years. *Again its all about me* but heck that's why I have a blog right? So today, I confronted my demons yesterday and it felt darn right good!I set the record straight with someone but am not sure the point was really driven home because they insisted that I was being unfair.How can I be when all I am telling you is the NAKED, AWESOME TRUTH??? Been in a haze for a while but am realizing that am slowly becoming my own woman. I will get there the EPIPHANY has ascended and am on a journey. But don worry my monk mask is on....
4. ION
I am a happy woman. I am surrounded with all the people whom I love in this world and who have shown me support without wishing me spite on the side. I don't know if I would have pulled through if it was not for y'all. And in this spirit its only fair that they know am entirely grateful. They have seen me grow and the have accredited me when I did not feel I deserved it. Ok this is staring to sound like a bibliography but today my heart can not contain the happiness am feeling. Lotsa love to my girls (Sheila, Lui, Sheba) and my munchkin stubborn most unconventional boy Chris (tell Tina it changed to KFC :)
NOTE: On my quest to look for a white man (chuckle) I discovered siesmake, seems there was a memo going round that I did not get...FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT!!!! All these ladies I have seen dating white men have everything fake on ala, fake hair, fake lashes, fake nails, you get the drift.....everything FAKE! I cant emphasize enough yawa!!!
Gotta bounce muchachos till next time :*
Loving your truth. Keep telling it like it is and pull no punches. Think you really onto something here . Will definitely be looking in from time to time to get my daily fix of randomness ;)
ReplyDeleteChris ari whart???LOL.nyhu thanks my broda. You know how I be...truth as I see it and random like I am.Well most of the time :)
ReplyDeletedoing great dear... 28th was an experience and a half.. a day to recon with..
ReplyDeletelotsa love ryt back chica:))..how come i wasnt told about the end of white man search..seriously??thought we were in this together..and who knows,we might be the one to change FAKE into de'natural..hihihi.we need to meet up and talk about this gal.ION:(damn i hate pretenders...)
ReplyDeleteCiiru, 28th was something of a day....
ReplyDeleteLui, you and me both...nothing that kills it like a pretender :( that quest we have to talk about..this odieros just do not appreciate a full figured woman with all the right curves in all the right places like me (chuckle)