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July-Am smelling the fresh air of the new month!!

I had a very eerie nightmare yesternight. I don't know if dreams are a premonition of what is to come or a manifestation of the sub-conscience mind...either way I need a dream interpreter STAT! It was spooky,kinda what is making me sink into my own thoughts a lot and yet I can't shake the dream, am trying to forget about it but I will have to prove that it was just a dream by the actions I will take in the coming future.
I tend to document bits and pieces about my life before I delve into the sarcastic me..so I will make quick highlights. I have been dealing with getting my life into form,the kind of ABCD lifestyle I want to lead but a lot is just swaying me from that lifestyle. I know I have an ultimate goal but I also realize spirituality is part of that journey and I have to make peace with my God. It is important that I do that. I realize I can lie to everyone else but I can't do that to myself....therefore major lifestyle reform, I have to get there somehow.

So my mother has recently joined the famous Facebook. I must say am quiet impressed that she is making the effort of even replying to wall posts. Normally she is not that tech savvy...so for her to even search for us and add us as friends is impressive (mark you my sister's name on Facebook is EKATERINA TRENDAFILOVA but she has caught up with her alright!). I have just previewed how my loving mother can be obsessive in a previous post so you can imagine the look on my face when I saw that she had requested for my friendship! *considering we are her little angels devoid of any faults (chuckle)* So anyways first thought that came into my mind,DENY! DENY! DENY!(Knowing all the countless hanye pics I have been tagged on) but on second thought, I guess it will be good for her. More like eye opening so she can see we have errrrr LIVES hehehe. My sis EKATERINA kept ignoring her request until a mail was shoot to her (sic) Mwahahaha reading "Accept me as your friend" and the deal was sealed 10-0 mama...so proud of you!!!

Am graduating August yaay! Can't wait...I know it will be a stepping stone for me seeing as my mind is still playing tricks on me about life after school. Is it that am growing up at a serious exponential rate? Am honestly feeling lost.Ok a little lost :) but there is nothing but amazing possibilities for me out here...I just have to have the belief ability (psyking myself at the mirror) but oh well I know I will get back on track.sometime like now...seeing as am the genius that I am.

P.S. I want to do something that I have never done in my life like bungee jumping, or buying a whole set of vintage guitars although I dunno how to play an instrument or save some money and got to Milan on holiday for a bit....something outta the ordinary just something! and I miss my nephew Nate already....

*END OF POST* did me a lot of good writing although its short :( gotta run am on a mission of getting my life on track- its teaching me to pray again and believe :) I told yah the spiritual journey is on!!!!

Later Muchachos-till next time :*

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