Random chic in a not so random town

This is my blog..I finally realize this several posts later, you see when I was starting it, it was just  an avenue to tell my stories they way no one else could, to lay down my feeling in the most intense ways I know how and to savor the good moments with all the imagination that I was so profoundly blessed with. Now it has become a habit and I can't resist the urge to write down something every so often, It has become an entertainment spot for most of my friends and an avenue of honing my skills as a pretend writer. Someone I know has just pointed me to the direction of a blog  I could have read eons ago...a blog written by someone I respect and draw most of my career inspirations from and truth be told, the blog has shed a lot of light to a lot of things I needed answers too*all God and self related* am also religious and spiritual so stop the eye rolling y'all.(Good looking out Brenda) Anyway back to this mood today, I am drawing inspirations for this young life of mine....

Juices flowing, fave playlist, Thursday that feels like a Friday and all awesome thoughts. I am making mighty milestones and I thank one God Almighty bana warrr I have come far :) Ok now back to the usual sarcastic me...A friend gave me a brilliant idea and I think I just know how to execute it ( Jose I wish you were here, one serious bitching session needed- like real soon, since you went to the UK you have become ooooo so very boring!!!! KIDDING) So I have had the privilege to have been in a girls' school for four long but very interesting years and truth be told I had some of my most incredible memories there. It was a roller coaster of hysteria mixed with just the right dose of  hormonal rages and plenty of Cabin fever scenarios :) :) As am writing the memories all come to light and  cheka like a stupid mama wondering why we ever made such a big deal of some things! (Jana we was just telling pops all the crazy "don't tell this shit" things we used to as kids and...

Finally phew!!!! This was no where near pure awesome randomness but this Orange broadband is effing slow its even disrupting my thought process arrrrrrrgh! So anyways today am purely about being random and random is not always a good thing to be. I am beyong my tricks, at the end of the tunnel and the only thing that gives me plessure is working....so am diving into it with all the strength I have got left.....Am not at my death bed not all, so peeps dont get me wrong. A lot has been going on with me..More than am letting peeps see, and all for good reason, I hold it down for most of them. Its because of my strenghth that they derive their fighting spirit, so I cant break down, not now, not at this moment anyways. I am just going to share some of the insignificant nothings going on with me and let the other heavy stuff for a shrink (FYI I once feigned complexity mpaka a shrink said am too complex to understand! Talk about Irony) I had anger management issues back in the day but look ...